i'm back from church camp which was held at batam view resort! SO glad to be back to spore. Anyway, why i'm so free blogging now is cuz my printer just died on me and i was so disappointed but thank God sharon was online and she was willing to help me.
Talking about willingness just brought some thoughts to my mind and about stuffs i learnt in camp. I remembered i had many encounters with selfish people, people who don;t even care and even when ya in dire straits they just go HARR!! so troublesome, aiyoooh why didnt u do this earlier or why don't u just go buy the stuffs tomm and do it yourself? heh. i was thinking in my mind, hey dude, if i had the time and if not in such a 'dire state' would i even ask u. And you= my friend can't even help such simple stuffs. I was so pissed at him/her at that point that i decided to block him/her out of my friends list. childish it may seem but i'm just so disgusted by how people are just not willing to help. I remember in church camp the pastor taught us and reminded us that it's better to give than to receive and we should have compassion and love for one another, help each other as much as we can, even if it troublesome on your part or requires u to go THAT extra mile. I remembered helping my friends, helping ryan do this ppt slide etc. I did it out of love and not a single word did i ask or even complain, cuz i see there's no need to. And these friends ah, i dunno what to say man. Nevermind if they are reluctant to help, they still murmur and lecture you. Everyone knows i'm the straightforward kind, i mean if ya don't wanna help, just turn me down. i don't mind you know why come and tell me this and that. that was such a thing of the past. Hate it when people just don't have the compassion and worst still murmur, so much for being a friend. Oh man, how did i digress into this topic? oh now i remember cuz sharon helped me with some printing stuffs. Which i thank God for
my printer broke down and she was such a dear to help me print, without murmur. i'm glad.(: Another one, esther, pure golden heart of hers can never be compared and forgotten. Even though i asked her to help me print like 30 pages of stuffs, not a single question or HARRR it's just okie! np! Thankyou esther. I always go around telling all my friends that esther is one girl you gotta meet and know, her compassion and heart is so admirable. how many of us can go THAT extra mile and help others with a smile? without ANY complains or murmur or questions? Ask yourself that. i'm glad i have 2 great friends who are not like that(: Thank God!
Anyway, it's time to sleep, tomm is convocation adn i finally can meet shawn tomm! can't wait. goodnight.
